you realize that God is in control. God ordained the crisis you are going through. He knew how you would react. He knew the tears you would shed. He knew that your heart would be broken.
How are you doing now that you know ”He has chosen you.”
Are you killing it, or is it killing you? How is your attitude?
Trust the process. Trust that the holy spirit will give you the power to go through this. The Bible would provide you with the knowledge to strengthen you. The prayers would allow you to be in His presence.
Romans 8:28 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.
Verse 26. Likewise the spirit helps us in our weakness.
It is not about you; it’s about Him.